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November 25th, 2005

Hello World
My very first Blog. The day after Thanksgiving. Getting a hang of the blog. Not much to say yet but I’m sure things will come to mind. Got to get the kids up and fed.
My intentions for this blog was an ongoing report of my paranormal goals. First and foremost I wish to find undeniable proof of afterlife existence. Considering the thousands of years other like myself have been looking for the same proof, I completely understand how almost impossible this goal seems but I will continue anyway.
Religious implications:
Being raised a catholic I was taught that God would allow his children to suffer eternal torture in Hell, due to sins unless you followed the teachings in the bible. The birth of Christ changed this point of view and made it so sins can be forgiven but still made it very hard to enter the gates of heaven.
As I aged and researched I came to realize that an all powerful God would and could not be mad, could not make his children suffer anymore than a good parent would punish a child for the rest of his life. After having children of my own I came to realize that no matter how good of a Father I could be, God would be better. I would die for my children, if I could I would take away any pain they would ever suffer, and I could never turn my back on them and send them away to be in eternal pain. So I came to the conclusion that there cannot be a Hell and God would love all of his children much more than we could. Just like us God would love to take away our pain but just like we cannot take away our children’s pain he also cannot. You may be saying “Why not, he’s God?”
God chose to give us free will so he will not intervene until after our lives end. I am still a Christian and do believe that Christ died for our sins. I do believe that Jesus is the son of God and was sent here to show us the way. Jesus proved what a good parent would do, he died for us.
I feel by eliminating what would be unimportant will give us a clearer look at the afterlife. If you eliminate Hell, then you must eliminate demons. If hell exists, its probably empty but for Satan.
In the days to come I will elaborate my religious point of views and move on to my psychological and Parapsychological point of view.
I will use physics and metaphysics to come to a final conclusion of afterlife. This is just the beginning of a long journey.
Goodnight,
Dom V.

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November 26th, 2005

Saturday Morning,
I would usually be online in school this morning but I woke with a headache. So I figured to continue the blog.
I left off writing about my religious point of view. I will now continue:
The Bible explains God with human characteristics. This is because man wrote the Bible, not God. The bible is an interpretation of the words of God. Our tiny little brains could never be able to interpret the almighty. Most would agree if God exists he must be better than us. He would also be smarter than us, stronger than us, and more compassionate. Most of all, “God is not human”. We must always remember that. Therefore we cannot place human personalities on God. A higher being would in turn be a more advanced being, a more intelligent being and not at all the God described in the Bible.
God is a loving being.
There are others who do not believe a God exists. Who believe we evolve into the people who we are now. I don’t disagree that we may have evolved into who we are today. I do disagree that life of earth just happened by chance. Life is the most complex phenomena in existence. For life to just appear by chance then it would have to assume that life has to exist on other planets. Even if there is life on other planets. What would explain life on any of them?
There is a lot that we don’t know and probably some we are not meant to know.
I just finished reading this quote about life:
“The first forms of life on earth spontaneously arose out of a preexisting prebiotic chemical soup. From those simple origins has evolved a diverse hierarchy of forms of life, which includes the most complex objects in the known universe.”
This claims to be scientific fact but it completely contradicts itself by saying “life spontaneously arose”. When was the last time you saw something just appear out of thin air. People can be spontaneous but I’m pretty sure life cannot be, if it were so new life would be spontaneously be popping up all over the place everyday. Science has proven that life can only occur when other biological substances are present, in other words life can only be created from other life. It had to start somewhere. Even if we started out as a chemical soup, someone made that soup. Here is some more info on chemical soup:
The “Miller experiments” (including the original Miller–Urey
” (including the original Miller–Urey experiment of 1953, by Harold Urey and his graduate student Stanley Miller) are performed under simulated conditions resembling those thought at the time to have existed shortly after Earth first accreted from the primordial solar nebula. The experiment used a highly reduced mixture of gases (methane, ammonia and hydrogen). However, it should be noted that the composition of the prebiotic atmosphere of earth is currently controversial. Other less reducing gases produce a lower yield and variety. It was once thought that appreciable amounts of molecular oxygen were present in the prebiotic atmosphere, which would have essentially prevented the formation of organic molecules; however, the current scientific consensus is that such was not the case.
The experiment showed that some of the basic organic monomers (such as amino acids) that form the polymeric building blocks of modern life can be formed spontaneously. Simple organic molecules are of course a long way from a fully functional self-replicating life form; however, in an environment with no pre-existing life these molecules may have accumulated and provided a rich environment for chemical evolution (”soup theory”). On the other hand, the spontaneous formation of complex polymers from abiotically generated monomers under these conditions is not at all a straightforward process. Besides the necessary basic organic monomers, also compounds that would have prohibited the formation of polymers were formed in high concentration during the experiments. Further, according to Brooks and Shaw (1973), there is no evidence in the geological record that any soup existed.
“If there ever was a primitive soup, then we would expect to find at least somewhere on this planet either massive sediments containing enormous amounts of the various nitrogenous organic compounds, acids, purines, pyrimidines, and the like; or in much metamorphosed sediments we should find vast amounts of nitrogenous cokes. In fact no such materials have been found anywhereon earth.”
Research into the origin of life is a limited field of is a limited field of research despite its profound impact on biology and human understanding of the natural world. Progress in this field is generally slow and sporadic, though it still draws the attention of many due to the gravity of the question being investigated. A few facts give insight into the conditions in which life may have emerged, but the mechanisms by which non-life became life are still elusive.
Others say that aliens may have dropped of life on this planet, but that still doesn’t explain who created the aliens. The Bible does not clearly explain how life started but to say over seven days God created life. How do we know how long seven days are to God? Time is only a earth concept. If God did create all life on earth it may have been seven million years or seven seconds. We will never know.
What about the possibility of no higher being? If life all happened by chance and the universe all unraveled by chance then what would it imply? If every religious theory about creation and every scientific theory are both wrong then what are we left with? What we are left with is no answer to the question of creation of life. That would mean that either religion or science is right. I do not believe that either are entirely right. There is a little truth in both. It is hard to prove anything from a religious point of view because religion is based on faith. If you also consider that most religions do not agree on creation then it is even harder to take religion as complete fact.
Science is no better, what exists are a bunch of loose theories without any undeniable proof of the beginning of existence. Over the next weeks I will post scientific finding that may help us figure out how life began and also many religious views on how life began. This may help us get a better idea how it may have all started or just give us good information. We will then move to consciousness and daily life, and then finally to death and afterlife.
Good Night
Dom V.

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November 29th, 2005

Weekends off and my daughters first birthday on Monday, so I took time off from the blog. My brother Dean is helping gather information of the scientific perspective of how life began. I will post what we have so far and continue the blog on Thursday.
A new and controversial theory on the origin of life on Earth is causing a stir among scientists.
And one of the implications is that life could be more likely on planets where it was previously thought unlikely to flourish.
The theory claims that living systems originated in so-called “inorganic incubators” - small compartments in iron sulphide rocks.
Proposed by Professor William Martin, of Düsseldorf University, and Professor Michael Russell, of the Scottish Environmental Research Centre in Glasgow, it stands conventional ideas on their head.
Instead of the building blocks of life forming first, and then forming a cell-like structure, the researchers say the cell came first and was later filled with living molecules.
In total darkness
Since the 1930s, the most accepted theory for the origins of cells and therefore of life, claims that chemical reactions in the Earth’s most ancient atmosphere produced the building blocks of life which led to the first cells.
In explaining their new theory Professors Martin and Michael Russell outline their problems with the existing hypotheses of cell evolution.
Rather than the building blocks of life originating first and then forming themselves into cells they believe that cells came first.
They say that the first cells were not living cells but inorganic ones made of iron sulphide and were formed not at the Earth’s surface but in total darkness at the bottom of the oceans.
Life, they add, is a chemical consequence of convection currents through the Earth’s crust and, in principle, this could happen on any wet, rocky planet.
Solar system
Dr Russell says: “As hydrothermal fluid - rich in compounds such as hydrogen, cyanide, sulphides and carbon monoxide - emerged from the Earth’s crust at the ocean floor, it reacted inside the tiny metal sulphide cavities.
“They provided the right microenvironment for chemical reactions to take place. That kept the building blocks of life concentrated at the site where they were formed rather than diffusing away into the ocean. The iron sulphide cells, we argue, is where life began.”
One of the implications of this idea is that life on other planets or some large moons in our own solar system, like ice-crusted Europa - a moon of Jupiter - might be much more likely than previously assumed.
Where life began?
5 February 2004
How life began on Earth is one of the most fascinating problems in modern science. Scientists are piecing together the evidence, and are showing increasing interest in the composition of comets.
These icy leftovers from the formation of the planets may hold the key to unlocking the mysteries of life’s beginning. ESA’s comet chaser Rosetta is leading the quest to find out.
It seems highly unlikely that life in the form of biological cells began in comets. However, there is now very good evidence that some of the so-called chemical ‘building blocks’ of life – organic molecules – can be found in comets.
These chemicals can be seen using techniques such spectroscopy, in which light from the comet is split into a rainbow of colours and analysed for the dark lines that the chemicals create. More importantly, it will be possible to carry out another technique called mass spectrometry with instruments on both Rosetta orbiter and lander. This will give even more accurate details of the comet’s chemical composition.
The nucleus of Comet Halley
Early spectroscopic studies of comet tails, by British astronomer Sir William Huggins, showed that these organic molecules included the highly noxious gas, cyanide. This knowledge caused a panic when, in 1910, the Earth was expected to pass through the tail of Comet Halley. Newspapers ran stories of mass asphyxiation from space.
Life on the satellite of a giant planet
Life could arise in a wide variety of environments, for example on the satellite of a giant planet
In the event, Earth missed the tail and even if it had passed through, the gases in a comet’s tail are so rarefied that no ill effects would have been felt. The Earth had, in fact, passed through a comet’s tail in 1861 without disaster.
Things are very different now. Some scientists believe that, far from inhibiting life, comets may have played a leading role in creating it.
Comets colliding with the early Earth may have seeded our world with the chemicals necessary for life to begin. The icy nature of the comets almost certainly contributed to the quota of water that now exists in Earth’s oceans.
Comet 67P/Churyumov-Gerasimenko
By studying Comet 67P/Churyumov-Gerasimenko in situ, Rosetta will produce a full inventory of organic chemicals in the comet, thereby investigating the role of comets in the origin of life on Earth.
In particular, it will search for a collection of molecules known as ‘left-handed’ amino acids. These are the ‘bricks’ with which all proteins on Earth are built.
During tests of some of Rosetta’s instruments, it was demonstrated that they will be capable of detecting these amino acids. Rosetta will try to determine the ratio of right- and left-handed amino acids in the most primitive bodies in the Solar System to see if, as some astrobiologists believe, left-handed amino acids did originally come from space.
Stephen Hawking, The Big Bang, and God
Henry F. Schaefer III
Dr. “Fritz” Schaefer is the Graham Perdue Professor of Chemistry and the director of the Center for Computational Quantum Chemistry at the University of Georgia. He has been nominated for the Nobel Prize and was recently cited as the third most quoted chemist in the world. “The significance and joy in my science comes in the occasional moments of discovering something new and saying to myself, ‘So that’s how God did it!’ My goal is to understand a little corner of God’s plan.” –U.S. News & World Report, Dec. 23, 1991.
(This article is a transcript of a lecture Dr. Schaefer presented at the University of colorado in the spring of 1994, sponsored by Christian Leadership and other campus ministries. Over 500 students and professors were present.)
Stephen Hawking’s bestseller A Brief History of Time is the most popular book about cosmology ever written. The questions cosmology addresses are scientifically and theologically profound. Hawking’s book covers both of these implications.
Cosmology is the study of the universe as a whole–it’s structure, origin and development. I won’t answer all the questions Hawking raises concerning cosmology, but I will try to make comments on many of them. I caution here that you should not confuse cosmology with cosmetology, the art of beautifying the hair, skin, and nails!
Here are some of the questions cosmology seeks to answer (As elsewhere in this lecture, I borrow heavily from astrophysicist Hugh Ross’ excellent books The Fingerprint of God and The Creator and the Cosmos.):
1. Is the universe finite or infinite in extent and content?
2. Is it eternal or does it have a beginning?
3. Was it created? If not, how did it get here? If so, how was this creation accomplished and what can we learn about the agent and events of creation?
4. Who or what governs the laws and constants of physics? Are such laws the product of chance or have they been designed? How do they relate to the support and development of life?
5. Is there any knowable existence beyond the known dimensions of the universe?
6. Is the universe running down irreversibly or will it bounce back?
Let me begin with five traditional arguments for the existence of God. It may seem an unlikely starting point for this topic, but I think you’ll see as time goes on that these arguments keep coming up. I’m not going to comment right away on whether these arguments are valid or not, but I will state them because throughout astrophysical literature these arguments are often referred to:
1. The cosmological argument: the effect of the universe’s existence must have a suitable cause.
2. The teleological argument: the design of the universe implies a purpose or direction behind it.
3. The rational argument: the operation of the universe, according to order and natural law, implies a mind behind it.
4. The ontological argument: man’s ideas of God (his God-consciousness) implies a God who imprinted such a consciousness.
5. The moral argument: man’s built-in sense of right and wrong can be accounted for only by an innate awareness of a code of law–an awareness implanted by a higher being.
The Big Bang
The idea that the universe had a specific time of origin has been philosophically resisted by some very distinguished scientists. We could begin with Arthur Eddington, who experimentally confirmed Einstein’s general theory of relativity in 1919. He stated a dozen years later: “Philosophically, the notion of a beginning to the present order is repugnant to me and I should like to find a genuine loophole.” He later said, “We must allow evolution an infinite amount of time to get started.”
Albert Einstein’s reaction to the consequences of his own general theory of relativity appear to acknowledge the threat of an encounter with God. Through the equations of general relativity, we can trace the origin of the universe backward in time to some sort of a beginning. However, before publishing his cosmological inferences, Einstein introduced a cosmological constant, a “fudge factor,” to yield a static model for the universe. Einstein later considered this to be the greatest blunder of his scientific career.
Einstein ultimately gave grudging acceptance to what he called “the necessity for a beginning” and eventually to “the presence of a superior reasoning power.” But he never did accept the reality of a personal God.
Why such resistance to the idea of a definite beginning of the universe? It goes right back to that first argument, the cosmological argument: (a) Everything that begins to exist must have a cause; (b) If the universe began to exist, then (c) the universe must have a cause. You can see the direction in which this argument is flowing–a direction of discomfort to some physicists.
In 1946, George Gamow, a Russian-born scientist, proposed that the primeval fireball, the “big bang,” was an intense concentration of pure energy. It was the source of all the matter that now exists in the universe. The theory predicts that all the galaxies in the universe should be rushing away from each other at high speeds as a result of that initial big bang. A dictionary definition of the hot big bang theory is “the entire physical universe, all the matter and energy and even the four dimensions of time and space, burst forth from a state of infinite or near infinite density, temperature, and pressure.”
The 1965 observation of the microwave background radiation by Arno Penzias and Robert Wilson from the Bell Telephone laboratories convinced most scientists of the validity of the big bang theory. Further observations reported in 1992 have moved the big bang theory from a consensus view to the nearly unanimous view among cosmologists: there was an origin to the universe approximately 15 billion years ago.
About the 1992 observations, which were from the COBE (the NASA satellite Cosmic Background Explorer), there was a story on the front page of virtually every newspaper in the world. The thing that the London Times, New York Times, etc. seemed to pick up on was a statement by George Smoot, the team leader from the Lawrence-Berkeley Laboratory. He said, “It’s like looking at God.” Obviously, this captured the public’s attention.
A somewhat more sober assessment of the findings was given by Frederick Burnham, a science-historian. He said, “These findings, now available, make the idea that God created the universe a more respectable hypothesis today than at any time in the last 100 years.”
Not everyone was ecstatic about these observations that revealed the so-called “big bang ripples.” Certainly, those who had argued so strongly and passionately for a steady-state model of the universe didn’t like the interpretation of these results at all–primarily two persons, Fred Hoyle, the British astronomer, and Jeffrey Burbidge, a very distinguished astrophysicist at the University of California at San Diego.
We can begin to get into the philosophical implications of these observations when we assess Burbidge’s statement (made during a radio discussion with Hugh Ross) on these things. Burbidge discounts the new experiment. He is a strong advocate still today, in the face of overwhelming evidence, of the steady-state theory. He says these new experiments come from “the first church of Christ of the big bang.” I can tell you that my former colleague George Smoot, at the Lawrence-Berkeley Laboratory, took strong exception to this statement. He absolutely insisted his observations were in no way colored by any religious presuppositions.
Burbidge does say something that is true, however. He favors the steady-state hypothesis and claims his view supports Hinduism and not Christianity. That is correct, because a steady-state theory of the universe, were it to be true, would provide some support for the endless cycles taught by Hinduism. The big bang theory is significant evidence against Hinduism.
Hugh Ross, an astrophysicist, has written very persuasively on this topic. He again brings us into the philosophical implications. Ross says that, by definition,
Time is that dimension in which cause and effect phenomena take place. . . . If time’s beginning is concurrent with the beginning of the universe, as the space-time theorem says, then the cause of the universe must be some entity operating in a time dimension completely independent of and pre-existent to the time dimension of the cosmos. This conclusion is powerfully important to our understanding of who God is and who or what God isn’t. It tells us that the creator is transcendent, operating beyond the dimensional limits of the universe. It tells us that God is not the universe itself, nor is God contained within the universe.
These are two very popular views, which brings us to something very significant metaphysically or philosophically. If the big bang theory is true, then we can conclude God is not the same as the universe (a popular view) and God is not con-tained within the universe (another popular view).
Stephen Hawking has said, in his writings, “the actual point of creation lies outside the scope of presently known laws of physics,” and a less well-known but very distinguished cosmologist, Professor Alan Guth from MIT, says the “instant of creation remains unexplained.”
I want to quote from a book that I don’t recommend. It is by a brilliant physicist, Leon Lederman, a Nobel Prize winner. It is called The God Particle and although the title sounds very appealing, the good information is all in the first paragraph. The rest of it is just a case for the building of the SSC, the Super Conducting-Super Collider, which we now know is not going to be built. Therefore the book is a bit of a Rip Van-Winkle sort of experience! But the first paragraph is wonderful; it’s a great summary of what I have said so far:
In the very beginning, there was a void, a curious form of vacuum, a nothingness containing no space, no time, no matter, no light, no sound. Yet the laws of nature were in place and this curious vacuum held potential. A story logically begins at the beginning, but this story is about the universe and unfortunately there are no data for the very beginnings–none, zero. We don’t know anything about the universe until it reaches the mature age of a billion of a trillionth of a second. That is, some very short time after creation in the big bang. When you read or hear anything about the birth of the universe, someone is making it up–we are in the realm of philosophy. Only God knows what happened at the very beginning.
That is about all that Lederman has to say about God–in the first paragraph–and that’s the end of it. The thing that has made Hawking’s book so popular is that he is talking about God from beginning to end.
Stephen Hawking
Hawking is probably the most famous living scientist. His book, A Brief History of Time, is available in paperback and I strongly recommend it. It has sold in excess of 10 million copies, and I think he sold about five million before the paperback version. For a book to sell so many copies is almost unheard of in the history of science writing.
There has been a film made about the book. The film is also good. There has even been a book made about the film. Hawking has a wonderful sense of humor. He writes in the introduction of the second book, “This is the book of the film of the book. I don’t know if they are planning a film of the book of the film of the book.”
I want to begin by saying something about Stephen Hawking’s scientific research. Hawking has made his reputation by investigating, in great detail, one particular set of problems: the singularity and horizons around black holes and at the beginning of time. Now, everyone is sure if you encountered a black hole, it would be the last thing you ever encountered–and that is correct! A black hole is a massive system so centrally condensed that the force of gravity prevents everything within it, even light, from escaping.
Hawking’s first major work was published with Roger Penrose, a physicist very famous in his own right, and George Ellis, during the period 1968-1970. They demonstrated that every solution to the equations of general relativity guarantees the existence of a singular boundary for space and time in the past. This is now known as the “singularity theorem,” and is a tremendously important finding.
Later, working by himself, in 1974, he began to formulate ideas about the quantum evaporation of exploding black holes, the now famous “Hawking radiation.” These are all tremendously important scientific works.
The work most referred to in A Brief History of Time is also the most speculative: the 1984 work with James Hartle, a professor at the University of California at Santa Barbara. Using an elegant vacuum fluctuation model, they were able to provide a mathematical rationalization for the entire universe popping into existence at the beginning of time. This is also called the “universe as a wave function.” I need to emphasize that they were using very simple models. Now, while such mathematical exercises are highly speculative, they may eventually lead us to a deeper understanding of this creation event.
Hawking is certainly the most famous physicist in history who has not won the Nobel Prize. This has puzzled people. They automatically assume he has won the Nobel Prize. He has not yet. This is because the Swedish Royal Academy demands that an award-winning discovery must be supported by verifiable experimental or observational evidence. Hawking’s work, to date, remains unproved. The mathematics of his theory, however, are certainly beautiful and elegant. Science is just beginning to verify the existence of black holes, let alone verify “Hawking radiation” or any of his more radical theoretical proposals.
My opinion is that within the next year or two we will have firm evidence for the existence of black holes. Unfortunately, I think the person who will get the Nobel Prize will be the observa-tionalist who comes up with its data. So I think Hawking may not get the Nobel Prize soon, even though he’s the world’s most famous scientist.
Even if some aspects of Hawking’s research turn out to be wrong, he will have had a profound impact on the history of scientific thought. Einstein was wrong about all matter of things, especially quantum mechanics, and we still recognize him as one of the three great geniuses of physics.
And God
A Brief History of Time says a lot about God. God is mentioned in this book from beginning to end. So let us try to put Hawking’s opinions about God in some sort of a context. The context is that Stephen Hawking made up his mind about God long before he became a cosmologist.
The principle influence in his early life was his mother, Isabel. Isabel Hawking was a member of the Communist Party in England in the 1930’s, and her son has carried a good bit of that intellectual baggage right through his life.
By the time he was 13, Hawking’s hero was the atheist philosopher and mathematician, Bertrand Russell. At the same age, two of Hawking’s friends became Christians as a result of the 1955 Billy Graham London campaign. According to his 1992 biographers, Hawking stood apart from these encounters with “a certain amused detachment.” There is nothing in A Brief History of Time that deviates in a significant way from the religious views of the 13-year old Stephen Hawking.
The most important event of his life occurred on December 31, 1962. He met his future wife, Jane Wilde, at a New Year’s Eve party. One month later, he was diagnosed with a terrible disease, ALS, amyotrophic lateral sclerosis. He was given two years to live at that time. That was 32 years ago. I have had three friends die of this disease. It’s a horrible disease. They lasted two, three, and five years, respectively. By anyone’s estimation, Stephen Hawking is a medical miracle.
At this point in his life, 1962, Stephen was by all accounts an average-performing graduate student at Cambridge University. Let me quote from his biographers, White and Gribbon, on this point:
There is little doubt that Jane Wilde’s appearance on the scene was a major turning-point in Stephen Hawking’s life. The two of them began to see a lot more of one another and a strong relationship developed. It was finding Jane that enabled him to break out of his depression and regenerate some belief in his life and work. For Hawking, his engagement to Jane was probably the most important thing that ever happened to him. It changed his life, gave him something to live for and made him determined to live. Without the help that Jane gave him, he would almost certainly not have been able to carry on or had the will to do so.
They married in July of 1965. Hawking himself has said that “what really made a difference was that I got engaged to a woman named Jane Wilde. This gave me something to live for.”
Jane Hawking is an interesting person in her own right. I think she decided early on to get into an academic discipline as far as possible from her husband. She has a doctorate in Medieval Portuguese Literature!
Jane Hawking is a Christian. She made the statement in 1986, “Without my faith in God, I wouldn’t have been able to live in this situation;” namely, the deteriorating health of her husband. “I would not have been able to marry Stephen in the first place because I wouldn’t have had the optimism to carry me through and I wouldn’t have been able to carry on with it.”
The reason the book has sold 10 million copies, i.e., the reason for Hawking’s success as a popularizer of science, is that he addresses the problems of meaning and purpose that concern all thinking people. The book overlaps with Christian belief and it does so deliberately, but graciously and without rancor. It is an important book that needs to be treated with respect and attention.
There is no reason to agree with everything put forth in A Brief History of Time and you will see that I have some areas of disagreement. It has been said that this is the most widely unread book in the history of literature. I first prepared this material for a lecture in December 1992, because I was asked by a friend in Australia to come and speak on it. He told me, “A great many people in Sydney have purchased this book. Some claim to have read it.” So I encourage you to be one of those who have actually read A Brief History of Time.
Dom V.

December 7th, 2005

I’m back,
After thinking on all the info I posted I realized that I opened a giant can of worms. The unanswered question remains of how did life begin.
I have a very hard time believing everything in the entire universe just happened by chance, it all had to start somewhere and again we come back to how can something exist from nothing. nothing in my opinion cannot create something, you must begin with something no matter how small. Is the universe eternal? Is the galaxy? The sun is a star whose energy will someday burn out, at that time any life on this planet will end. Water will freeze. The planet will die but still exist in cold space. A stars light is seen billions of years after the star dies, but the energy of that star lives on. The universe is full of mysteries similar to these. We do not yet know if other planets exist similar to our own, about the same distance from a star and if life could possibly exist there, or if life did exist how different would it be to earth. I keep coming to the conclusion that everything had a plan, an inventor, a creator. Even from the very beggining of the universe, something had to create it, something bigger than the universe. Imagine what it would take to create a universe and make everything work like a clock, each part assists another.
Let’s hear from Swiss mathematician Charles Eugene Jai. In an experiment aimed at answering this very question, Jai set out to calculate the probability of the random formation of a single protein molecule. Jai ‘helped’ the situation by assuming the existence of formative elements, and by selecting a protein consisting of only 2,000 atoms (An average protein might consist of 32,000 atoms or more). Jai also assumed that the protein would consist of only 2 unique formative atoms.
He determined the value of probability by considering the size of the material and the time necessary for the random formation to occur. He calculated that the probability of forming even a simplified protein molecule was approximately 1 in 5 x 10 e+320 !
The size of the material necessary to produce that almost zero probability would have been a sphere with a diameter of approximately 6 x 10 e+176 miles - about 10 e+63 times bigger than the imagined size of the universe. Finally, the time necessary for the molecule to form was 10 e+243 billion years. This was far greater than the supposed age of the universe - only about 2 billion years.
He concluded that the universe was neither old enough, nor big enough to allow for the random formation of even a simple protein molecule. It was impossible for the universe to have created itself, and for life to randomly form. We must then consider another course. There is a Creator who created the universe. Everything which has a beginning has a cause. The universe has a beginning,
Therefore the universe has a cause. The creator of the universe would have to be either created or be eternal. To be eternal would mean no beggining, in turn no cause. A eternal creator would not exist by the same laws of time. Einstein’s general relativity, which has much experimental support, shows that time is linked to matter and space. So time itself would have begun along with matter and space. Since a eternal creator, by definition, is the creator of the whole universe, he is the creator of time. Therefore He is not limited by the time dimension He created.
There is good evidence that the universe had a beginning. This can be shown from the Laws of Thermodynamics, the most fundamental laws of the physical sciences.
* 1st Law: The total amount of mass-energy in the universe is constant.
* 2nd Law: The amount of energy available for work is running out, or entropy is increasing to a maximum.
If the total amount of mass-energy is limited, and the amount of usable energy is decreasing, then the universe cannot have existed forever, otherwise it would already have exhausted all usable energy—the ‘heat death’ of the universe. For example, all radioactive atoms would have decayed, every part of the universe would be the same temperature, and no further work would be possible. So the obvious corollary is that the universe began a finite time ago with a lot of usable energy, and is now running down.
Is the creator of the universe the same creator of life? I will explore that next. Please remember when reading this that everything I write is my opinion and my hypothosis. I do not expect everyone to agree with me. All I expect is for all those who read this to be open minded, it may get a little controversial in time.
Dom V.

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December 10th, 2005

Is there more than one creator?
For every positive there is a negative, everything has an opposite. Water has land, Man has woman, cold has hot, and so on. Energy itself works as positive and negative. We always perceive positive as good and negative as bad, when in truth one could not exist without the other. Using electricity as an example, positive and negative are neither good nor bad but are part of a whole that works together. Then we must ask if a creator exists then does he have a negative? People tend to think of this negative as evil because a creator would be perfect, this would cause his negative to be the complete opposite, but if you take the example of electricity, negative does not mean evil. The creator would most likely be the whole, both positive and negative and no evil creator would exist. A creator as a whole would be able to create anything he chose to and create his own rules. Some may ask, “Why would a creator create evil?” Good would have to have an opposite and mankind has free will. Man feels the need to blame his evil on an outside force, a devil, Lucifer, Satan, and many other names he has been given. Psychologically it is easier to blame anything evil on something else rather than looking within. Even people who seem evil are usually ill and not possessed. Many medical advances have proven that evil is psychological. Another question would be, “Why would a creator create mentally ill people, or famine, or disasters?” He doesn’t, we do. Man has always had free will.

Dom V.

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December 12th, 2005

What if we are all wrong?
It is possible that everything in science & religion are completely wrong.
What is life is an illusion? What is there is no such thing as consciousness?
It would seem that if consciousness and life are both illusions what would be the purpose. For now I will dig deeper into consciousness from several points of view including my own.
Consciousness is a quality of the mind generally regarded to comprise qualities such as subjectivity, self-awareness, sentience, sapience, and the ability to perceive the relationship between oneself and one’s environment. It is a subject of much research in philosophy of mind, psychology, neurology, and cognitive science.
Some philosophers divide consciousness into phenomenal consciousness which is experience itself and access consciousness which is the processing of the things in experience (Block 2004), while others consider this distinction to be mistaken (Dennett 1991). Many cultures and religious traditions place the seat of consciousness in a soul separate from the body. Conversely, many scientists and philosophers consider consciousness to be intimately linked to the neural functioning of the brain dictating the way in
which the world is experienced.
Is consciousness unique to humans?
Few can agree on a definition of consciousness. It doesn’t seem to be located in any particular part of the brain, although certain parts must be activated for the individual to be “awake.” William James’ Psychology: The Briefer Course demonstrates the difficulty in locating consciousness. James says that the units of consciousness are ideas which move rapidly in a stream called a “stream of consciousness.” All that gives us the sense of identity is memory.1 I believe that, on our planet, long-term memory is probably unique to humans. It is necessary for the development of language, and language has generally been the litmus test for consciousness or soul in our culture. Some believe that consciousness is only a self-awareness. The etymology of the word implies that it is the awareness of something. But, what is awareness? Is it that which changes in response to its environment? If that is so, then everything in the universe could be considered aware and, therefore, conscious.
We know we exist, then we must, we are aware of our own mortality, we communicate with others & we feel emotions.
Do we create our surroundings & is consciousness an illusion?
If this is true we would never know the difference.

Dom V.

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December 13th, 2005

Do we have control of our lives?
Some believe life is predetermined and other believe we have complete control on our lives. We have all had experiences in our lives when we question our own abilities, when we wonder if we can make things happen by just thinking about them, when things come true just because we want them to. Is this all coincidence? or do we all have the ability to control our surroundings. From my own experience I have realized that I have had control at times of events and have predicted many things that had come to pass. I have also tried to control the outcome of things and have succeeded multiple times. Do I think this is coincidence? No, I believe all life on earth and objects are connected and sometimes we can tap into a combined mass consciousness that can give us insight and information. In my life I have been greatly influenced and educated in Religion, Psychology, Parapsychology, & Physics. All have been important in my research and my beliefs, but beyond my influences I have always had an inner knowledge from early childhood. I would question why I thought in specific ways, I would take things apart just to see how they worked and put them back together perfectly, this at the age of six. I understood that the world was much greater than anyone knew. I do believe in Telepathy & Remote Viewing and will talk about them both in future pages. We humans and all creatures on earth are all part of a whole and all influence each others actions.
What about a possible matrix?
I would think if we were all part of a matrix that someone by now would have cracked it and scientists would have figured it out.
We are not part of a matrix, we are here and we are conscious.
On the next page I will dig deeper into consciousness opinions.

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December 16th, 2005

The Placebo Effect: is the phenomenon that a patient’s symptoms can be alleviated by an otherwise ineffective treatment, since the individual expects or believes that it will work. Some people consider this to be a remarkable aspect of human physiology; others consider it to be an illusion arising from the way medical experiments were conducted.
Or is it proof that we control our consciousness and physical body? If someone believes without any doubt that something is real, then it will be real for that person. This can be also looked at as mind over matter. The other day I was watching a program that was trying to say that when Jesus Christ would heal people he would always say: “Your faith has healed you.”, that people believed they were healed because of a placebo effect. I believe it to be a whole lot more. It is true that faith is a great healer but it doesn’t always work. Some would say that faith only fails if the belief wasn’t strong enough. Is faith a placebo effect?
Faith is belief without proof, placebo effect is a belief that something will work because you believe it to.
Do we have within us the ability to heal ourselves? Are our minds more magnificent than we will ever know?
The answers are deep within your consciousness.
This brings me back to the question, “Do we control our surroundings?” Is it possible that each of us are living our own individual universe, that if we learned we could control every part of our life? Try this experiment, before you go to sleep write down 10 things you think would happen the following day (e.g.- it will rain, my bus will be 13 minutes late, my boss will have on a red tie with dots).
Carry the sheet with you all day and cross off things as they happen, then at the end of the night before going to bed see how many things are left. Try this for 30 days and see if in time your predictions improve. This is not scientific proof that you have control but it is an interesting experiment.

Dom V.

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December 17th, 2005

Emotions - are essentially impulses that move an organism to action, originating automatic reaction behavior which has been perfected through evolution as a survival need. Davidoff (1980) defines emotion as a feeling that is expressed through physiological functions such as facial expressions, faster heartbeat, and behaviors such as aggression, crying, covering face with hands, and so on.
Emotion is complex, and the term has no single universally accepted definition. Emotions are mental states that arise spontaneously, rather than through conscious effort.
Why do we feel emotions? Does all life experience emotion? There are technically only 4 emotions: Fear, anger, sadness & happiness. Shame is not labeled as an emotion and does not fit into any of the 4 although love is also not labeled as an emotion. There are different degrees of all emotion, also there is a combination of 2 or more emotions. All animals show signs of fear, anger, sadness & happiness, but humans are the only animal that show signs of guilt. Humans are also the only animal that kills for sport, for greed. Humans kill each other over differences. It seems as intelligence intensifies emotions associated to anger & fear. Emotion is believed to be controlled by the brain but can affect our entire bodies. When a person is fearful they will begin sweating and the stomach will tighten. When someone first falls in love they feel a warm sensation throughout the body. Happiness has a positive effect on the immune system and over all health. Fear and anger cause stress which can cause many physical and mental problems. We don’t exactly know why we feel emotions but we do know that emotions help to regulate our lives.
Happiness includes: Love, laughter, faith, and friendship.
Anger includes: Hate, stress, spite & anxiety.
Fear includes: Hate, stress, anxiety & depression.
Sadness includes: Depression, confusion, lethargic & anxiety.
Many other forms of emotion exist and there are many combinations.
Do emotions separate us from animals?
No, Intelligence does.

Dom V.

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December 18th, 2005

All humans are essentially the same. Between 99.5 & 99.7 percent of a person’s DNA is identical to all other human beings. It is the 0.3 percent to 0.5 percent that makes us unique creatures. Humans are a eukaryotic species. Each diploid cell has two sets of 23 chromosomes, each set received, each set received from one parent. There are 22 pairs of autosomes and one pair of sex chromosomes. At present estimate, humans have approximately 20,000–25,000 genes and share 95% of their DNA with their closest living evolutionary relatives, the two species of chimpanzees.
Why is it then that we as humans separate people into different categories? Skin color, Religion, Nationality, Sex, Stature, none of these differences make a difference, we are still essentially the same. We look for reasons to be different from each other because we feel a need to be different or dominant. All mankind are brothers and sisters and all creatures of earth are relatives. Why do we hurt and kill our family? Love is truly the greatest gift we have. John Lennon was right. “All we are saying is give peace a chance.”, “Love is all we need”.
Back to science tomorrow. Christmas is coming & i’m getting a little mushy.

Dom V.